What’s working so far… and what’s not

Thursdays always wind up being one of my busiest days, so I don’t have much time… but I wanted to take a few moments and map out what’s been working for me, and what’s not so I can readjust were needed.

First of all, the only change I have since last week is another drop of 3 inches… which is GREAT!!  I’m expecting my BODY COMPOSITION to change so that the ratio of muscle and fat will not register on the scale as weight loss.  So, the most accurate way to measure my progress is to monitor my weight AND measurements.  Of course, I will not deny the intense satisfaction I get out of seeing the numbers on the scale come down.  :)

I ran out of my protein supplement and tried to substitute with something store bought.  That’s a BIG ONE for the NOT WORKING category!  First of all, it made me nauseous!  Secondly, it turns out the amount of ABSORBABLE protein is relatively small… especially in comparison to what I’m used to using.  So I’m canning that idea.  Besides, I’ve noticed that I stopped dropping pounds right around the time I ran out of my extra protein source.   “Things that make you go: “Hmmmmmmmmm!”

Also, what’s NOT working is still the ever late hours I keep.  I won’t expound on that, since it’s pretty self explanatory.  I just need to devise a plan to reverse that, map it out and EXECUTE IT!

What IS WORKING is the revolving workout schedule I put on my a highly visible bulletin board, complete with assigned dates for each exercise routine.  I really enjoy having a plan when I get up in the morning and a chart to cross it off when I’m done.  It also really helps to have routines that I truly enjoy doing, as opposed to “just doing them.”  I really should engage the schedule list concept in a lot more areas of my life.  Perhaps I’ll do it for my sleep schedule, too.

I also LOVE my supplements.  The meal replacement shakes I have are so satisfying and they absolutely OBLITERATE all cravings.  I wouldn’t be able to say enough positive things about cleansing the body, so I won’t even try.  Weight loss is just a happy “side benefit” of something everyone needs to do for their own health anyway.  People who don’t need to lose weight just wouldn’t cleanse as intensely.  I’m looking forward to being one of those people.  :)

Having a “to do by date” also keeps me stay on target.  I have a specific goal:  to wear my dress on my birthday.  That gives me something to measure my success by on a certain day… not too far down the line.  When I get closer to my first goal, I’ll establish my next one.  That way, I won’t just stop everything and revert back to my old ways after the beginning of September.

I have a number I’d like to reach, but it’s not critical… not by my goal date, anyway.  Numbers help define things, but what REALLY matters to me is whether or not that dress fits.  My back up goal (not co-op) just in case that doesn’t happen is to go out and get another one and let this dress become a later goal.

Finally, transititioning into a raw food lifestyle is really beginning to take affect.  I FEEL so much better after eating a light, organic raw meal… and I don’t need to eat as much of it, either.  I think the toughest thing about it is missing the aroma of cooked food.  The sense of smell is such a powerful thing.  It establishes us as a people.  You know, everyone’s house has a certain smell to it.  It brings back memories of celebrations, holidays and just everyday life.  There’s no special aroma associated with raw food… so, on the surface, it may appear to be dull, dry, basically devoid of any joy.  I think that’s been my biggest hurtle… well, that and the learning curve.  Cleansing really helps deal with the desires to eat the same way I used to.  I just can’t get away from the fact that after eating raw I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER.  Now that I’m doing it more, I’m realizing how sluggish and heavy I feel after eating cooked food.  That is worth giving up all the pleasant aromas in the world… now if I can just finish getting over this learning curve! 

There is a local RAW FOOD MEETUP (anyone can go to www.meetup.com for whatever interests them and find others who are willing to get together over it) but they always meet on Shabbat and Thursdays… my two most booked days.  >:    Sometimes they meet on Sundays… so I guess I’ve got to make it a point to get there and really learn how to do this thing right. 

I did borrow some books from the library and I have my “JuiceMan” tapes in the van.  I need to enconce myself in it until it is truly on the inside of me… mentally, as well as physically. 

Gotta go workout.  It’s a “Kathy Smith day.”  I really strained a muscle in my neck the other day, so I think I’ll do a standing routine that engages the core.

TTFN

No Slackin’!

Ok so right about now is when I would normally start slackin’.  I’ve had some success and life is real busy.  I haven’t even been able to log onto the Buddy site for a whole week!  I don’t have much time to post today, either.  I’m taking one daughter to a birthday/slumber party (and I need to hurry up and go wash and braid her hair, too), I’ve got 2 classes this evening, and I need to help my hubby write a paper for his Masters program, do laundry, go shopping, and prepare for my hubby to leave the country for 2 weeks… which means I also need to gear up for the girls’ reaction to him being gone.  :(

Now as for my update:  I didn’t lose any weight this week… in fact, I’ve gained a pound, BUT I’ve lost a total of 8 inches this week alone… so I’m pretty happy.  My skirts were sliding around my waist all weekend and I can totally slip out of my jeans without undoing the snap and zipper!  Whoo Hoo!

I’m staying on target with my workouts… although I didn’t do today’s yet.  I’m also very pleased to say that I can do my more intense Tae Bo exercises for a good 25-30 minutes now without having to stop and recoup… and the 22 minute Tae Bo Basic isn’t quite “a breeze” yet, but it’s getting to be.  I did the entire thing without having to stop and I didn’t get overly winded. 

I’m looking forward to being able to say that about the more advanced routines.  In fact, I learned that one can become a certified Tae Bo instructor.  I might want to do that one day.  :)

In the meantime… I’m off for the day!

Progress report! :)

Weight:   196 lbs               Weight Lost: 20 lbs
Total inches:  362             Inches Lost: 29
BMI: 35.2                            Drop in BMI: 3.54

I’m aaallllmmost at my first mini goal!  Just 3 more pounds to go.  I’m LOVING the loss in inches!  My clothes are fitting much looser now.  Since I started 5 weeks ago, among other places, I’ve dropped 6″ off my waist, 5″ off my abs and 2″ off my back sides!!  My family is constantly giving me compliments.  That’s too cool.

I’ve got a rhythm going now.  I’m being consistent with my workouts, I’m cleansing, I’m eating in a healthy way… although I did indulge in some treats during my daughters’ slumber party last weekend.  I’m not looking to STRICTLY FORBID myself from EVER eating ANYTHING unless it’s a fruit or vegetable, though.  I didn’t overdo it and I got right back on to my program.

So, as long as I maintain my level of consistency, my next obstacle to overcome is lack of sleep.  I’m still turning in at 4, 5 or 6 in the morning.  Not good.  I really wanted to shut things now at 1 last night, but my “Itty Bitty” had a screaming fit intermittedly for about 3 1/2 hours.  My oldest daughter told her, “No!” firmly because “Itty Bitty” poked her with a pen.  I guess that hurt her feelings and that ruined her mood for the rest of the evening.  Then she was so overly exhausted, she just wouldn’t settle down until I took her for a 20 minute car ride. 

I have to make getting enough sleep as big of a priority as working out and eating right… for all of our sakes. 

Oh, and by the way, the bump on my left side is nearly indistinguishable now.  I have to lean way over to the right and look for it.  I’m looking forward to THAT being history!

OK, enough for today.  I have classes to get ready for.  Have a great weekend everyone.  We have a major holiday this weekend, so I’ll be away from home for nearly the entire weekend.  I have no apprehension about eating poorly, because most of the time I just have no desire for stuff I don’t need.  I just need to make sure I get my workout in before I leave the house on Sunday.  Enjoy! 

“It’s about PROGRESS, not perfection.”

Since my biggest challenge is a lack of consistency, I just wanted to report in that I completed my appointed workout for the day: The Kathy Smith Pilates Tummy Trimmers.  I like it because she has 5 10-minute routines and you can program it to show as few, or as many, routines as you want - in whatever order you want. 

Anyway, it was challenging.  I couldn’t do most of it.  It hurt my neck a lot, but perhaps that’s from needing to get used to them, or needing to get a chiropractic adjustment, or having to improve my form.  One thing I found very encouraging was that Kathy Smith said, “It’s about PROGRESS, not perfection.”    I think I’m going to post that on my board where I have my goals, my exercise schedule, and a picture of me wearing that dress I’m going to wear on my birthday.

I made the most AMAZING salad last night… but now I’m so spoiled!   I don’t know what I’ll ever do if I want to eat out again.  I’ve worked in several restaurants and nobody makes their salads that good!   I had organic spinach, organic romaine lettuce, bell peppers, red onions, slivered carrots, cerlery, black olives, haas avocados, with balsamic vinaigrette dressing.  I also made some really good “deviled” eggs with celery, bell peppers, black olives, red onions and balsalmic vinegar mixed in with the yolk mixture.  I also broiled some salmon and had a little bit on the side.  It was light, filling and DE-licious!!!  My only regret is that I made it the night before my cleansing day, so I can’t eat any of the left overs. 

I’m half way through my first cleansing day and will finish up tomorrow.  I feel great, not sluggish or tired… and I’m looking forward to locating new raw food recipies online.  I know the salmon wasn’t raw, but I wasn’t looking to jump into it 100% just yet.  I need to learn more first, if I want to maintain consistency with it. 

BTW, I really felt it the difference between eating a totally cooked meal and a mostly raw meal the other day!   Even though the food tasted really good, I felt really heavy and uncomfortable (no, I did not overeat).  I got a good dose of the difference in the digestion between the two!!  I’m still learning my lesson!

Adjusting the Schedule… again.

I find that the more I maintain my routine, the less likely I am to break it… so I’m adjusting my schedule… again.

I’m fixing it so I’ll have a routine to do everyday, but varying in intensity.  I will not include Shabbat, because that is the Lord’s day to rest.

Sundays & Wednesdays – Tae Bo: Original – Advanced – Sun. & Basic – Wed.

24-May       

27-May
31-May        3-Jun

7-Jun         10-Jun        

14-Jun        17-Jun

21-Jun        24-Jun

28-Jun        1-Jul

5-Jul          8-Jul

12-Jul         15-Jul

19-Jul         22-Jul

26-Jul         29-Jul

2-Aug         5-Aug

9-Aug         12-Aug

16-Aug        19-Aug

23-Aug        26-Aug

30-Aug        2-Sep

Mondays & Fridays – Tae Bo: Ultimate Boot Camp 

18 May          17 Jul

22 May          20 Jul

25 May          24 Jul

29 May          27 Jul

1 Jun             31 Jun

5 Jun            3 Aug

8 Jun            7 Aug 12 Jun           10 Aug15 Jun           14 Aug

19 Jun           17 Aug

22 Jun           21 Aug

26 Jun           24 Aug

6 Jul            28 Aug

10 Jul           31 Aug

13 Jul           4 Sep       

Tuesdays & Thursdays – Kathy Smith – Tummy Trimmers / Peel Off the Pounds Pilates

 26-May                28-May

2-Jun                4-Jun

9-Jun                11-Jun

16-Jun                18-Jun

23-Jun                25-Jun

30-Jun                2-Jul

7-Jul                9-Jul

14-Jul                16-Jul

21-Jul                23-Jul

28-Jul                30-Jul

4-Aug                6-Aug

11-Aug                13-Aug

18-Aug                20-Aug

25-Aug                27-Aug

1-Sep                3-Sep

I have printed and posted this schedule next of my goals.  I have them listed inside 3 separate cylinders, for each pared of days.  Each time I complete a routine, I color it in until I fill it up and I’ll be all done.  Hopefully, when my cups are all full, I’ll be back in that dress my hubby bought for me when we were engaged!  :)  The restoration of my rightful size is FAR MORE IMPORTANT to me than seeing a certain number on the scale.  I’m antipicating an increase in muscle mass as I go along with my routine, so if I weigh more, but I’m still back in my size 8 dress, I will continue to be a HAPPY DARN CAMPER!!

… And YES, I did my routine today.  

I did it!

I did my exercise yesterday… it was VERY LATE, and I started to try a new routine:  Tae Bo II: Get Ripped… but that one will have to wait… too much jumping around. 

I completed my Tae Bo Ultimate Boot Camp for the day… and now my arms feel like soggy noodles!  I feel good, but I have to go mop my floors now.  That will be fun.

18-May-2009                        29-Jun-2009

22-May-2009                        3-Jul-2009

25-May-2009                        6-Jul-2009

29-May-2009                        10-Jul-2009

1-Jun-2009                        13-Jul-2009

5-Jun-2009                        17-Jul-2009

8-Jun-2009                        20-Jul-2009

12-Jun-2009                        24-Jul-2009

15-Jun-2009                        27-Jul-2009

19-Jun-2009                        31-Jul-2009

22-Jun-2009                        3-Aug-2009

29-May-2009                        7-Aug-2009

1-Jun-2009                        10-Aug-2009

5-Jun-2009                        14-Aug-2009

8-Jun-2009                        17-Aug-2009

12-Jun-2009                        21-Aug-2009

15-Jun-2009                        24-Aug-2009

19-Jun-2009                        28-Aug-2009

22-Jun-2009                        31-Aug-2009

26-Jun-2009                        4-Sep-2009

Shabbat Shalom!

Have a great weekend everybody!! 

Breaking a barrier!

Short post today… still have to exercise and I have a couple of classes later… for which I still need to do my homework.

I broke through the 200 lbs barrier… in reverse, of course!  I’ll have more swag in my exercise today, as I really can’t stop and do my victory dance right now.

Here are my new stats:

Weight:   199 lbs               Weight Lost: 17 lbs
Total inches:  369             Inches Lost: 25
BMI: 35.2                          Drop in BMI: 3.01

Oh, one last thing… and this is too funny:  I have a pair of jeans that just a month ago were so uncomfortable, I would change out of them as soon as I got home.   Now, they are so comfortable, I can sleep in them!   :)  I had to keep them unbuttoned/unzipped in order to tie my shoes, but yesterday I slipped them off without unbuttoning or unzipping at all!  The weight loss is good, but I love the loss in inches the most!

I love all these little victories along my journey.  Thanks to everyone that rejoices with me!

Countdown to Victory!!

I’m making a countdown chart for how many Ultimate Tae Bo (Kick My Own Butt) routines I have left before my birthday.  I knocked it down to 2 routines a week because doing Tae Bo during my cleansing day is too much.  I will do an exercise of lesser intensity on that day.  So including this week, I have 32 sessions between now and 5 September… well, 31 because I already did my workout today.

Our AC unit went out over the weekend.  We live in a hot, humid climate, so it was brutally uncomfortable… BUT I DID MY WORKOUT ANYWAY!!  Then after I was all done, we had a huge down pour and everything cooled off.  I’d like to think of that as my reward for staying on track.  Of course, it was probably “scheduled” to rain today for weeks, but hey, I can think of it anyway I want to.

Here’s my Ultimate Boot Camp Schedule.  I think I’m going to treat myself to a pedicure just for completing this chart!  :)

18-May-2009                        29-Jun-2009

22-May-2009                        3-Jul-2009

25-May-2009                        6-Jul-2009

29-May-2009                        10-Jul-2009

1-Jun-2009                        13-Jul-2009

5-Jun-2009                        17-Jul-2009

8-Jun-2009                        20-Jul-2009

12-Jun-2009                        24-Jul-2009

15-Jun-2009                        27-Jul-2009

19-Jun-2009                        31-Jul-2009

22-Jun-2009                        3-Aug-2009

29-May-2009                        7-Aug-2009

1-Jun-2009                        10-Aug-2009

5-Jun-2009                        14-Aug-2009

8-Jun-2009                        17-Aug-2009

12-Jun-2009                        21-Aug-2009

15-Jun-2009                        24-Aug-2009

19-Jun-2009                        28-Aug-2009

22-Jun-2009                        31-Aug-2009

26-Jun-2009                        4-Sep-2009

Top 5 Reasons I’m a HAPPY DARN CAMPER!!

#5 - I was going out to the store with my daughter and opened the drawer to throw on some jeans when the thought occured to me to try on a pair that I hadn’t been able to fit into in months.  To my utter delight, they FIT!!  Whoo HOO!  {doing victory dance} They are 2 sizes smaller than what I’ve been wearing!  {more dancing, and a little bit of strutting}

#4 - I could wear a blouse to worship today that I’ve never been able to before (I bought it without trying it on, but when I got home, I looked like a “frump” in it).  Today, I was totally comfortable and I looked good in it.  :D

#3 - My “granny panties” were sagging so pathetically this morning, I had to switch to a smaller pair I never threw out when I went through my various stages of weight gain.  BTW, All the “granny panties” are graduating to the garbage can tomorrow! 

#2 - My hubby and children keep giving me compliments!!  My daughters are even very specific about which body parts look smaller.  I LOVE them!

And the #1 Reason I’m a HAPPY DARN CAMPER: 

I feel WONDERFUL!  After a week of eating only raw food and detoxifying for the past 3 weeks, I feel lighter, cleaner, (as in NOT SLUGGISH), clearer (in the head), not hungry or deprived, I have NO CRAVINGS WHATSOEVER and I’m starting to be able to keep up with my exercises and the dancers during worship!!  The tingling/numbness in my hands and arms has subsided almost completely.  I have no more heartburn, bloating, and… {blush, blush} flatulence.  Best of all: that bump on my left side - which was the size of a grape just 3 weeks ago - is now very small… about the size of half a raisin. 

I am so definetly ready to take on this raw food lifestyle and continue seeing the benefits for years to come.  I thank God for blessing me with resources and support to pursue the level of health and fitness I know will greatly increase my quality of life.  I wouldn’t have been able to do it without the cleansing… LOL!  I sound like I’m giving an acceptance speech for an award!  That’s OK.  I’ll take it!! 

LIFE IS GOOD!

Maintaining my routine

My biggest challenge is consistency.  I am more focused than ever to break that self-destructive mentality.  I just finished my TaeBo Ultimate (Kick-My-Own-Butt) Boot Camp Routine.  I’m really happy it only took me an hour and 20 minutes to complete my 55 minute workout… as opposed to the 3 stinkin’ hours it took for me to complete it on Wednesday.  I had NO mental focus that day, so any little thing that came up, I allowed it to derail me for 5, 15, or 30 minutes.  Thank God the only little thread I had to cling to was sheer determination to FINISH what I’d started.  It kinda messed up my homeschooling day a bit, though.Solution: NO more TaeBo during my cleansing days!  That’s the day I’ll do Pilates.  TaeBo will be reserved for Mondays and Fridays, Saturdays we dance vigorously during worship, so the only difference between my workout routine and our dancing is the attire and the music.  Sundays, Tuesdays & Thursdays will be my rest days.I’m force to recognize that my physical condition is merely a reflection of my character.  If I focus on challenging my character to improve, my physical condition will have to follow suit.  The root of that would be spiritual issues and mental attitudes.  What are the spiritual reasons as to why I would choose to turn to comfort foods and eat out of frustration or boredom, instead of honoring my body as the temple of the Holy Spirit? Also, there has to be a reason I try to do everything all at once.  I do that in several areas of life.  I remember once being told that I’m like a computer with many tasks running at the same time.  They all run at a much slower pace, and sometimes the computer simply locks up.  While I recognize that part of this is also an aspect of my personality makeup and there are gifts and talents I have that call the “GET IT DONE NOW!” attitude into play, Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, “To everything there is a season and a time for every purpose under the heaven.”   I need to seek the guidance of the Holy Spirit for the when and the how.  I have to learn to respect my limits and pace myself accordingly.Basically, I’m impatient.  Where does that stem from?  Several sources: personality profile, but then that moves over into sin whenever I’m not submitted to the direction of the Father… and I also acknowledge that I have responded negatively to having been disappointed many times while I was a child after being made to wait for long periods.  So I need to repent for that, forgive those involved, and ask the Father to help me exercise the discipline of patience.  Since patience (or longsuffering) is a character or fruit (meaning: evidence) of the Holy Spirit in my life, then I need to allow Him to live that out through me.I have failed with my weight loss goals (among other things) in times past because I rush in to get it all done at once and burn out.  My impatience, in times past, has also caused me to switch back and forth to various activities instead of maintaining a steady pace to the completion of a project. I’m going to take some time to pray while I shower and ask the Lord to wash me clean of this sin of impatience and help me to adopt the fortitude of mind reflected in Hebrews 12:1-3 “…let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance (or patience) the race that is set before us…” As I read on further in that chapter, it speaks of the discipline of the Father.  EEK!  Discipline: that’s another area I fall short in… but I’m going to resist the urge to try and tackle that one today, as well.  I’ll just focus on impatience for now.Father, I thank You for Your love and direction and the power of the Holy Spirit to do all things through Yeshua, the Messiah for Your glory!!  AMEN!

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